random thoughts today.

i think the worst feeling is being let down by a friend who I would have dropped anything for. If it doesn't go her way it's the end of the world, but if it doesn't go my way I'm the bad person for getting upset. I'm sorry, weren't you the one who said you value my opinion and feelings as an individual? this is the second time you've shown that you really don't care. and that hurts. but whatever. you always get your way some how, not don't you.