Day 26: What I Think of My Friends.

every friend I have ever had in my life I have loved with my whole heart. I’m not talking about acquaintances. That girl who sat next to me in Physics and we use to joke about how stupid our teacher was, or the boy who I use to share cookies with during B lunch because his mom use to give him like 10 and he couldn’t finish them. I don’t remember their names anyways. I’m talking about my FRIENDS. People who have come in to my life and touch my heart. Brought a piece of them, gave me their heart and I gave them mine, and even if they aren’t in my life anymore, they have certainly left a piece of them with me.

I have had numerous “best” friends and like most people have lost “best” friends. But along the way, you find out who were real friends and who were just in your life for a moment and then left.

They say that people come into your life to teach you a lesson and then leave. I don’t think I have ever learned a real lesson from my old friends. If anything, I have learned not to talk behind their backs, don’t lie or be fake. The people who matter don’t mind, and the people who don’t mind don’t matter… Be yourself. That’s what I learned. Your real friends wont care if your skinny or fat or short or tall, if you have straight blonde hair or brown curly hair… or if you wear glasses or braces. If they do care, then as hard as it is, you gotta cut them out.. all they’ll do is bring you down. oh. and drama free friends are the best. I’ve learned that certain people just like to carry drama wherever they go… I knew a girl who’s motto was “Drama doesn’t follow me, I carry it on my back” -yeah that’s some sweet Cute Is What We Aim For lyrics. But if they like drama they should go out for the school play or something… not be included in your life…

Now. on to my friends. Without them sometimes I would be useless. they are where I fall back on and I get to be me. We just do our thing and we don’t care what other people think… we are awesome bitches and we know it.. no one else’s opinions matter to us. No one else matters when we are together. We own this place. and we know it.

and with that said. I love Samantha Syslo with my more than my whole heart, like my whole being. She’s more than a friend, more like a sister. Which I hear is almost the same thing… I wouldn’t know, I don’t have a sister. Everyday we find something new about ourselves and everyday we find out how much more a like we are than we thought we were. She’s the best. Love you biff$tonch. (yeah I did use the $. ahaha) and if you don’t know what stonch means, well then, you’re just not cool enough.. : )

ok. that’s enough of this.

later taters.