Day 13: A Letter to Someone who has hurt your recently.

Dear Someone,

you have hurt me recently.

maybe you should say you’re sorry.

Love,

Suzie

Day 12: How I found out about Tumblr and why I made one.

ok, again, this isn't Tumblr, so I go with the blog thing... but i guess if you want to see my Tumblr, you can click here :) it's pretty much the coolest thing everrrrr... i'm on that more than anything...

but it's mostly pictures of William Beckett, John O' and random stuff i find... a few things i actually write, but most of it is reblogged from other people... :)

ok aaaanywaaaays...

I always knew about blogs, but i figured i didn't really need one, but some of my friends had one and my brothers have one, so I figured, well, I like writing about myself, because you know, I'm so conceided and all... so I figured lets see how stupid I can make myself sound... hahaha.. I'm glad like 2.5 people read this... so no one really cares... and i really don't care what people think of me... so here I am... take me or leave me. I'll still be here... making an idiot of myself.. it's cool.

So that's the story.

the end.

:)

ps. i know the picture has nothing to do with this post, i just found it on Tumblr and thought it as cute. and i love it. :)

Day 11: Another Picture of my friends and me.

These are the kids I grew up with.

left to right: Jordan, Katie, me and Jacob.

these are the only kids my mom would allow me to hang out with when i was little... my bff's before i knew what a bff was... Jake and I were pals up until middle school when hanging with the opposite sex started to get weird... then we got new friends... haha. we're still friends to this day.. we just live farther away than we use to.. sad. i know.

Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

This will take foreverrrrrrrrrr. so i’m gonna break this down for you so you can understand my feelings towards music. I’ll hold your hand like a small child.

I don’t listen to music because I am in a certain mood. I don’t have bands i listen to when I’m happy or sad or mad or angry or pumped or relaxed. I listen to music because it’s who I am. I listen to certain bands more than others because I feel like their words, their lyrics are how I am feelings all the time, they are my life.

Some times, yes, I do listen to a band to get me motivated, *Cough* New Politics *Cough* haha… but I listen to most of the stuff because I just do.

I can list a few of my favorite bands/artists if you would like me to.. ok?

ok.

here we go. break it down. (Sam, I said that in my DJ Lance Rock voice haha)

☆The Academy Is…

☆The Maine

☆New Politics

☆Motion City Soundtrack

☆Never Shout Never!

☆Matt Hires

☆Remember Maine

☆Bayside

☆Saves the Day

☆Get Up Kids

☆Alkaline Trio

☆Jack’s Mannequin

☆Something Corprate

That doesn’t even include all the local bands I love so dearly and I listen to them when I’m feeling homesick… : )

I could go on and on and on and on about certain bands and certain music but i wont make you endure that. that’s about it.

later taterrrrs.

Day 9: Something You're proud of in the past few days.

OK… these are the last of the cupcakes I made for my sister-in-laws baby shower… I am super proud of how awesome the turned out… it was the first time I uses a frosting thingy to make them look better than using a spatula… i was in love with them…

but that’s not the only thing I’m proud of. The fact that I pulled a baby shower together in only a few short weeks and it went amazingly and almost everyone showed up despite the weather, flooded streets and closed express ways…

oh and that I stayed awake that whole weekend. those were a few really long days of never stopping and sleeping very little..

I give myself a little pat on the back for that weekend. nice job, Suzie. :)

Day 8: Short Term Goals for this Month and Why?

seeing as this month is almost up… i will give you some goals I have for as long as I have left on this 30 day thinger here….

1. it would be like so totally rad to finish at least one book I have started this summer…

2. I gonna try not to charge a whole lot to my credit card seeing as i’m getting hounded on for spending too much..

3. buy a bike off craig’s list and start riding trails.. i miss riding my bike.. fast as least.

4. clean my room… it’s a disaster area as of right now.

5. journal more.. i haven’t written anything lately… like as in my own hand writing.

6. i’m thinking about a new piercing or a tattoo.. because it’s about time i got one…

7. look into what school i want to go to… and what program… since i’m currently not in school anymore… i need to go back sooner or later…

8. maybe find a job… seeing as i don’t have one.

9. I want to get to the beach… like a real one, not a city one. i haven’t been to the beach since May.. and that was when i was in Florida…

10. Stop thinking about certain boy because they are worthless and not worth my time.

Day 7: A Picture of someone who has had the biggest impact on you.

This is my oldest brother Ben. He's helped me to become the person I am today. He's helped me to be myself and not let what other people think change me. He taught me so much in the last 22 years and has introduced so much into my life that without him I would be a totally different person.

I was going to use music as something that has had the biggest impact on my life, because music has gotten me through a lot of my life and without it i wouldn't know what to dow with myself, but it was actually Ben who got me into some of the first bands I really started listening to... before that, i was listening to boy bands and stupid shit like that. So I figured I would just go with Ben instead... seeing as it always comes back to him in the first place.

So, thanks Ben, for being a great big brother and helping me discover who I am and remembering that it doesn't matter what other people think of me. I love you.

Day 6: You're favorite superhero and why.

ok... I know Rainbow Brite isn't a real superhero, but she's damn close. She saves the world from Murky and black and white. She puts color into the world. yeah, she's pretty baller.

Day 5: A Picture of a Place where i have been to.

I miss this beach. I miss this bridge. This Bridge. It connects where my heart was and where my heart is.

ps. sorry for the late post... i was gone all day yesterday.

another one soon.

Day 4: A Habit I Wish I Didn't Have.

I have lots of bad habits… I’m just not ashamed of most of them.

One habit i need to break though, is every time I start reading a book, I never seem to finish it… I get like half way through it and just loose interest in reading it anymore… so, not I have like five half read book sitting all over my house and I have little to no interest in finishing them… or maybe i will… we’ll see.

Day 3: A Picture of Me and My Friends..

this is at Summerfest with Sam, David and Poul from New Politics and our new friends Megan and Stephanie. this is probably the most recent picture of my friends... and yes, I do consider the guys from New Politics my friends. we're all wearing mustaches, cuz we're ballers.

um p.s.

Sam and I are going to see New Politics again on Friday at Soldier Field. then we're housing them. :) we're camping in Sam's back yard.. it's gonna be epic. Only because we're friends with them now. and they love us. and well, we're just that awesome to house a RCA band. :)

that's it.

later taters.

Day 2: Meaning behind my tumblr name...

Seeing as this isn't Tumblr, I'll give you the meaning behind my blog name... (I just copied and pasted this off of tumblr)

Short, Fast and Loud is actually a title of an old Fall Out Boy song from like they're first album, An Evening Out With Your Girlfriend... I like the song alright, but I always liked the title because it kind of describes me pretty well. I'm short. I only reach 5'1''... no short jokes thanks.. :) I fast as in i can come back with a witty comeback in a matter of seconds, and I am loud... when i want to be. I am usually quite, but when i need to be heard or have something to say I'll let you know.

So that's about it. yeah.

later taterssss.

Day 1: A picture of me and 15 interesting facts about me..

we'll start off right away. You might know all this already, but i haven't changes much. :)

1. I have an obsessive love for dinosaurs

2. i have 9 piercings. four in each ear and my nose..

3. i love all things pink and sparkly.

4. pizza and beer is my meal of choice.

5. i always need to have my nails painted. i can’t stand bare nails.

6. my room is painted bright yellow.

7. my favorite colors are green, yellow, pink, turquoise and purple.

8. my favorite Disney movies are Peter Pan and Alice in Wonderland

9. I think robots are super cute.

10. I have an unhealthy addiction on sunglasses.

11. i don’t eat food with gelatin in it.

12. i love cheese. all kinds.

13. i got kicked out of school for being too awesome. or something like that..

14. i like to refer to myself as a hippy.

15. music is my life and without it i might as well just die.

30 day Challenge list thingy...

here's something to keep me posting more often.. it's like a big list of FF's for me to help you get to know me better.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

New Politics!!!

So, I have a new band that Sam and I try to go and see when they're in the Area... they're called New Politics. They're from Denmark and they're super rad guys. We've hung out with them a couple times now... we met them at the Metro here is Chicago, and ate dinner with them across the street from there a few weeks ago and then we went up to Summerfest in Milwaukee last weekend to see them again... we ended up hanging out with them until we got kicked out of the park and then took them back to the hotel they were staying at... and ended up sleeping over... it was pretty epic. We stayed up all night telling jokes and laughing. We got noise complaints and everything. It was one of the best nights of my life with some of the greatest people i have ever had in my life.

Any who... I came on here to kinda promote for these fine gentlemen. Their debut album is coming out this Tuesday, July 13th, and I think everyone and I mean EVERYONE should go out and buy it. You'll be helping them greatly... or if you look them up on their myspace and like their music pre-order the album and if they're in the area in which you live while they're on tour... GO SEE THEM! They won't let you down. I promise.

Oh. So Sam and I are going to see them this Monday in Indianapolis and then again in Chicago at Soldier Field on July 23rd. if you're in those areas come out and rock hard! They always bring the heat.

ok. that's all I have to say!

later taters!

my to-do list:

email my dad about Sunday ✓

Wash dishes ✓

print up registry/R.S.V.P. slips for invites ✓

finish filling out invitations ✓

address invitations ✓

wash car ✓

hair cut …

i feel so awkward now that it’s all complete. except the hair cut… i always put that off… getting my hair cut always makes me very nervous.

so… instead i’m sitting here eating popcorn and drinking some warm Pepsi. Life of Champions.

enjoying the beautiful day.

later taters.