...Drives Me Insane..

There's that weird saying that says something along the lines of girls always want bad guys... or something to that extent... I don't get that.

Why would any decent girl want to be in a relationship, or lack there of one, with a "bad guy" or a "tough guy"? Those are the worst kinds of guys to be in a relationship with. That's what I call a relationSHIT! Someone you have to chase and can't catch right away, someone who is gonna treat you a little bad. Yeah. Girls like that. But for how long?

I always thought thats what I wanted. I bad boy. A dude who drove a motorcycle and had tattoos all over and and was kind of a dick. I met a few of those... well.. not really the whole "i drive a motorcycle and I have awesome arm sleeves" but I've met a couple douchers in my life. And I don't know why on earth I would ever want to be in any sort of relationship with someone who was just going to treat me like shit, play with my heart and then leave me on the curb. Yeah. NO THANKS.

What smart, level headed kind of girl would want a guy like that?

I get it. We live for the drama, the chase, the thrill. But isn't that kind of high schoolish?

And then girls think once they snag a bad boy, they can change him and make him good. WRONG! You can't make a guy change. Only he can make himself change, and unfortunately he's not gonna change, because being "bad" gets him a lot of ass.

Then girls turn around after getting dumped, and say all they want is a nice decent guy to love them and take care of them, but when confronted by these nice and decent guys they turn them down because they still are after those bad guys... DRIVES ME INSANE!

I feel bad for all the other guys who just a real relationship with a cool girl and they keep getting turned down for being "too nice." TOO NICE!!? How the hell can you be too nice!!?!

And then there are those girls who are looking for a great guy but they seem to only attract the douche bags...

Like me.

Yep. No matter what I seem to attract the most dubious guys. All of them from the really Creepy McCreepertons to the Douchey Douchers. I can't catch a break. Every guy who I seem to get close with want to be "just friends" and then plays with my heart a little more and says he's not ready for a real relationship. Then PLEASE stop messing with my feelings! Or there are the guys who stalk me on Facebook and and chat with me about hanging out and I hardly even know them.. I usually tell them I'm hanging with my boyfriend... that's when they usually stop talking to me. Yeah. I have to make up a fake boyfriend so guys will stop creeping on me. All I want is to tell them the truth. That I really do have a boyfriend. And a great one at that. But no. So I'm stuck here fending for my life against the creepers and douche bags.

Yep. Can't catch a break.

ok. im done. that was embarrassing as is to say that... but no one reads this anyways. so yeah.

peas.